Rain in my Head

Oh dear, I´m so tired tonight
But I know that I won´t sleep
Too many things in my head
They´re keeping me weep

Flowers turning into grey
Even sunshine makes me sad
If I was able to decide
I wouldn´t even leave my bed

There´s this rain in my head
Do you know what I say?
And it takes all my joy
And my smile away

Dear, I just cannot stop it
I don´t know why
The only chance I still have
Is to leave you and die

I hope you understand my will
I think it´ll be better so
If you´re really loving me
You would just let me go